Hello again :) I'm feeling really good and wanted to share a little something that others may find interesting.
I recently listened to a file i received from Isis called 'idoasiamtold', I can't get much into content, because i don't really remember all of it, but i do know how i feel after i listen to it.
When i awake from the file i have strong a strong urge to perform a task, this is a pleasurable task it has to be said :) but it is a command as such from My Goddess, it feels that way to me.
I had listened a few times and completed what was required at the end, and i decided to listen the next day and not to do the task.
I listened and the file ended , i awoke, i remember saying to myself, "I am not going any further" i really wanted to see if I could resist a suggestion ( i think i mentioned before i am very suggestible ) from Isis.
I went to stand up and a flush came over me, i couldn't move the way i wanted to, everything was a tremendous effort, i could hear Isis' voice in my head repeating "Obey me" "Your are Mine" I tried to move out the room, but i couldn't, my body was not doing as i wished, and the more i tried to resist the urge the more aroused i became.
The compulsion was linked to pleasure, if i didn't complete the task, the pleasure increased, I know what your thinking , thats not going to stop someone from resisting, but your wrong. The feelings of arousal increased every second it seemed and the voice of Isis was still in my head.
After about 2 mins i caved in i couldn't take the pleasure increasing that way, i wish i could explain the feelings i was having, best i can describe is like having an orgasm that keeps building and wont subside, it sounds wonderful, but after a few mins that intense arousing feeling becomes to much to resist, to fight against, its impossible not to give in and comply.
I spoke to Isis about this, she explained that a suggestion to do something i really want to do and at times when i have no real reason not to comply is very strong, if something that needed my attention had cropped up i would have stopped and sorted that first.
All suggestions from Isis work this way, My well being comes first and foremost, it over rides any suggestions at any times, but only if there is a genuine need.
I was resisting when a real reason was not evident, and try as much as i could, i really had no chance to stop myself from completing the task. I had to comply with every command Isis gave me.
I had another example of this just yesterday, I am on holiday this week and Isis is spending much more time with me working on things, we spoke yesterday at least twice, and i think although i cant be sure maybe 4 times ! at some point i found myself lying on my bed listening to a music CD , i went to move and i couldn't budge at all, my arms and legs seemed to be tied down, glued down in fact, the more i tried to move the more aroused i became and the more aroused the more i thought about Isis, i was wide awake i might add, i knew this must be a suggestion from Isis, but try as I did several times to move I could not at all budge ( i did try a lot as the pleasure increased each attempt :) ) after about 15 mins i could move again and the feeling of intense pleasure waned. This was mid afternoon 4:00pm ish.
I wasn't sure when Isis was contacting me again, so i sent her a message telling her what had happened and thanked her.
I was reading a golf magazine the next time i was struck, i say struck because my arms dropped as did the book and i couldn't move again, completely tied down, like ropes held me fast in place, i could speak and move my head that was about all i could do.
After about 5 mins the front doorbell rang, i immediately moved, jumped up in fact, the feelings disappeared completely (it was a neighbor returning my Jack Russell that had escaped again out the back who rung the door bell ).
You see the suggestion that was so strong when i could comply was broken as soon as my personal needs came into ascendance, the suggestion was then dissipated.
This is hard to get my head around i must admit, but it happens, I haven't tried to resist very often, mainly because it would be stupid to resist the pleasure Isis brings to me.
But it does lead me to a question, all the suggestions of Isis have this built in safety net for ones "well being", i am pretty sure that if that safety net wasn't in place i would not be able to resist if Isis didn't wish it, and that leads me to the conclusion that other Hypnodommes suggestions would be equally impossible to resist if implanted deeply enough, and I have had first hand experience of this !
You need Total Trust of your hypnotist for these suggestions to work, and trust can be a dangerous thing to give fully, one needs to be sure that "given trust" will not be given in error.
Once that link is formed and full trust is achieved, then the trancer really is totally in the hands of their Hypnotist/Hypnodomme.
I think I will leave the trust issue for another day and another post.
Thank You for Reading :) and Thank You Isis for Enlightening my life in so many different ways :)
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