Control Can Be Irresistible Pleasure

Hello again :) I'm feeling really good and wanted to share a little something that others may find interesting.


I recently listened to a file i received from Isis called 'idoasiamtold', I can't get much into content, because i don't really remember all of it, but i do know how i feel after i listen to it.


When i awake from the file i have strong a strong urge to perform a task, this is a pleasurable task it has to be said :) but it is a command as such from My Goddess, it feels that way to me.


I had listened a few times and completed what was required at the end, and i decided to listen the next day and not to do the task.


I listened and the file ended , i awoke, i remember saying to myself, "I am not going any further" i really wanted to see if  I could resist a suggestion ( i think i mentioned before i am very suggestible ) from Isis.
I went to stand up and a flush came over me, i couldn't move the way i wanted to, everything was a tremendous effort, i could hear Isis' voice in my head repeating "Obey me" "Your are Mine" I tried to move out the room, but i couldn't, my body was not doing as i wished, and the more i tried to resist the urge the more aroused i became.
The compulsion was linked to pleasure, if i didn't complete the task, the pleasure increased, I know what your thinking , thats not going to stop someone from resisting, but your wrong. The feelings of arousal increased every second it seemed and the voice of Isis was still in my head.

After about 2 mins i caved in i couldn't take the pleasure increasing that way, i wish i could explain the feelings i was having, best i can describe is like having an orgasm that keeps building and wont subside, it sounds wonderful, but after a few mins that intense arousing feeling becomes to much to resist, to fight against, its impossible not to give in and comply.


I spoke to Isis about this, she explained that a suggestion to do something i really want to do and at times when i have no real reason not to comply is very strong, if something that needed my attention had cropped up i would have stopped and sorted that first.


All  suggestions from Isis work this way,  My well being comes first and foremost, it over rides any suggestions at any times, but only if there is a genuine need.
I was resisting when a real reason was not evident, and try as much as i could, i really had no chance to stop myself from completing the task. I had to comply with every command Isis gave me.


I had another example of this just yesterday, I am on holiday this week and Isis is spending much more time with me working on things, we spoke yesterday at least twice, and i think although i cant be sure maybe 4 times ! at some point i found myself lying on my bed listening to a music CD , i went to move and i couldn't budge at all, my arms and legs seemed to be tied down, glued down in fact, the more i tried to move the more aroused i became and the more aroused the more i thought about Isis, i was wide awake i might add, i knew this must be a suggestion from Isis, but try as I did several times to move I could not at all budge ( i did try a lot as the pleasure increased each attempt :)  )  after about 15 mins i could move again and the feeling of intense pleasure waned. This was mid afternoon 4:00pm ish.


I wasn't sure when Isis was contacting me again, so i sent her a message telling her what had happened and thanked her.

I was reading a golf magazine the next time i was struck, i say struck because my arms dropped as did the book and i couldn't move again, completely tied down, like ropes held me fast in place,  i could speak and move my head that was about all i could do.

After about 5 mins the front doorbell rang, i immediately moved, jumped up in fact, the feelings disappeared completely (it was a neighbor returning my Jack Russell that had escaped again out the back who rung the door bell ).

You see the suggestion that was so strong when i could comply  was broken as soon as my personal needs came into ascendance, the suggestion was then dissipated.

This is hard to get my head around i must admit, but it happens, I haven't tried to resist very often, mainly because it would be stupid to resist the pleasure Isis brings to me.


But it does lead me to a question, all the suggestions of Isis have this built in safety net for ones "well being", i am pretty sure that if that safety net wasn't in place i would not be able to resist  if  Isis didn't wish it, and that leads me to the conclusion that other Hypnodommes suggestions would be equally impossible to resist if implanted deeply enough, and I have had first hand experience of this !


You need Total Trust of your hypnotist for these suggestions to work, and trust can be a dangerous thing to give fully, one needs to be sure that "given trust" will not be given in error.
Once that link is formed and full trust is achieved, then the trancer really is totally in the hands of their Hypnotist/Hypnodomme.

I think I will leave the trust issue for another day and another post.

Thank You for Reading :) and Thank You Isis for Enlightening my life in so many different ways :)

The right path is sometimes easy to slip off

Its funny how easy it is to stray, a path can look straight, easy to follow, and yet we stray, we try the branch to the left or the branch off right, we know its bad idea, we know its gonna be the wrong decision , but heck, we do it anyway.

Its certainly in my nature to explore thats for sure.

I had got to a safe place, safe for me anyway, i'm very suggestable as you know, and safe for me means sticking to the path, its not that the other paths are really bad, its just best to stick with one message, one guide, one mentor.

Once again left with time and space to wander i did, i found myself pulled in different directions, and new suggestions deeply rooted in my mind conflicted with my chosen path, it was making me feel rotten, yes rotten is an accurate way of describing how i felt, i felt i had let down My Goddess, and I was wasting the time of others while i took one step this way then one that way.

All these paths are good for someone , just not me i guess, everytime i experiment i get into trouble, not anyones fault but my own, i only have myself to blame.

After all this Isis yet again made me see some sense, I needed to get grounded, focused, and most of all looking after myself again.

Isis is my Goddess, She is also my friend, i'm lucky to have her as my guide, and i,m lucky she is so understanding too :)

Thanks to Isis i am back on track, balanced and feeling happy again, i'm optimistic that there is no end to how good things can be,  Isis always reminds me to look after myself first and foremost.

In time i will hopefully get better doing it for myself with Isis as my guide. Isis would never want me to be dependent on her for my well being,  She is my light in darkness , it is up to Me to be the best i can be.

It took me wandering off for a few weeks to realise this, they say Onwards and Upwards and thats how i really feel when I let Isis guide me, using her insight, her skill as a Hypnotist and warm heart to light the way of the path i have chosen to tread.

Thank You yet again Isis for everything You do for me :)

Review of Vivid By Isis The Enchantress

Vivid is the latest file I have from Isis, is it the best ? well thats hard to say, I love all her files each has its own style and each its own merits, I will say for sure I have not listened to anything from Isis I have not loved, or fell in love with while listening.

I have listened to Vivid 6 times in two weeks, each time I listen I 'feel' better, let me try to explain that.

The first time I listened I awoke completely feeling alive, buzzing, ready to face the world, It was late so I had to go to sleep anyway, the next day i was focused 'on the ball' so to speak.

As i continued to listen each time, my focus, drive, wanting to do things , increased, it was like an elixir, a potent vitamin boost, my confidence increased.

This masterpiece has everything you need to improve your 'wanting to do good'  I want to be better for Isis so i'm going to keep listening regulary.

Its a theme with Isis's files, Her files make me feel good about myself and my feelings towards others, subtle improvements in how i see the world, and my interactions within it.

Thank You Isis yet again for Your Love and Guidance.

http://isis-the-enchantress.blogspot.com/2011/08/vivid.html

The Journey Back Begins

Isis has now started to reverse the effect of numerous hours spent trancing to others files over that 8 month period, much of what she has told me is frightening for me to think about, i came really close to being enslaved permantley by the Hypnodomme, in just a few more weeks, maybe days i would have been unreachable, the real me lost forever and replaced by the implanted personality.

Isis used her fantastic understanding of hypnosis to first stop the progression of the implanted personality and divert its attention away from its destructive control of me to actually being constructive.

This programming was deeply implanted into my subconsious and I am amazed at how adeptly Isis was able to reverse this dark path I was treading within my mind.
After just one session with Isis I felt markedly safer, I said "i feel much better Isis"  Isis wisely replied "this is one small step" , "there are still many potential issues and concerns.

I wasnt sure at that point , I now felt great, but my trust of Isis kept me from believing my own thinking , little did I know how deeply affected I still  was , and how I was till so vunerable to being dragged back to that dark place in just a few minutes with the wrong hypnodomme if they so wished.

I still had dozens of triggers implanted deep within my subconsious mind , these had to be removed!  Isis had told me if she wanted to she could have taken what was done, and used it to her benefit, maybe other less scroupless hypnotists my have taken advantage of me in that state, However I trusted Isis completetly to reverse these suggestions, but this was going to take a lot more time than one session.

It is important to Isis that hypnosis brings out the best in me, the best I can be, enriching My life and giving back in equal amounts.
For all the love taken in the same amount is given back. This fantastic principle is upper most in achieving equilibrium for myself and my well being.

The Light of Isis

After much pushing by my friend i managed to contact Isis as he suggested.

Isis explained what can happen and how seemingly innocent recordings and actions could have greater effect than I realized. She explained how suggestions implanted can become a real part of your personality. I finally was able to let Isis hypnotize me to help me deal with my seemingly dual self. What she found was that within me I now had a part of me that acted independently of the rest of me. It was a part that could ultimately be in control, and the me that I had always known myself to be would be lost. Apparently that part of me knew more than the rest of me did, and was very close to being in full control. It was gradually taking over me, and telling me what I desired. Even dreams were reinforcing its control. I was constantly aroused at night, and wasn't sleeping well, when I was sleeping at all..

I didn't know that I had walked into a field full of landmines. Erotic hypnosis seemed like fun. It was full of pleasure. I had no idea how destructive it could be to the life I had, and potentially to my relationship. It was getting to the point that I was almost indifferent to my wife. The hypnodomme who hypnotized me kept telling me that she was the only one that mattered, and that I should focus only on her. The part of me that obeyed her took that to mean that my wife didn't matter.

As I have come to understand it, files I had listened to in the beginning laid a foundation for me to be submissive to women  - something I never had been before. I found myself reacting to things in unusual ways ( an urge to kneel at womens feet ), but it seemed to have become the new "natural" for me. I couldn't help myself, and it helped me to become submissive to other women, which in turn made me ripe for this hypnodomme's work. In a few short weeks I had become unrecognizeable to myself in many ways.

listening to many hypnodommes files changed my personality, made me very submissive to women, I didn't ask to to be that way, i wasn't that way before.

Some will wonder if a powerful hypnodomme can change your whole personality. In my experience the answer is YES. The changes they effect can sneak up on you without you realizing the extent of what is happening.

If you had asked me only a month ago if a hypnodomme could change me into a mindless drone, I would have scoffed, and I would have been naively wrong, very wrong.

It is what you think you know that can get you into trouble. The fact is there was a lot I didn't know before i was dragged to the bottom of a long dark tunnel. It was pleasurable for a time, but I had no idea that opening the door meant I would be going where I did. I did not ask for these things to happen, and often had no idea of the true scope of what was occurring. I would not even remember the trances.

I owe Isis more than I could ever hope to repay her, she saved my personality as I know it.

Isis is my light amongst the darkness of my experience of the world of erotic hypnosis, and I thank her with all my heart for her guidance and love.

As Isis helps me more on my journey back from darkness I will post again of my experiences.

Down into Darkness

I was just seeking an outlet for my surprisingly newly found submissive side, and some fun.

I got much much more than I bargained for.

If it had been what I wanted, it certainly would have been a bonus.

but it wasn't, it was more like a nightmare I couldn't seem to wake up from!

I listened to one file three months ago (the intent of which I wasn't aware of) that suggested i got involved with the HypnoDomme community.

In the process of doing that, I found myself involved with a hypnodomme who gave me a file of hers for free. It left me me unable to touch myself ( chastity ).How could a file have such an effect, I certainly tried but was unable. I explained my situation to Her, and She told me that was the idea, I would have to Obey Her now.

She then gave me another file with instructions, and again I did what she wanted. I started to get to a point where I was in constant arousal to the point where I felt I was about to cum for hours on end, then it would die down, and then I would edge again for her to the same point.
I begged her to release me , I was so under her control, helpless to the pleasure and control. Instead of releasing me from the suggestions, she gave me another file and more instructions.
Release was allowed only while trancing  to one of her files, and I can't even begin to describe the pleasure I felt.
My life was filled with days of edging, and release only while in trance. I felt lost to the control she seemed to exert over me.

The more i listened to Her and Her files the more I changed - even my personality changed. Being aroused was everything to me. Nothing else mattered, only my own sexual enjoyment and her soft controlling voice.

She continued to change me, i developed fetishes for ladies shoes and being forced to perform sexual acts on my Mistress while in trance, these included bondage acts.

After a week or so of hours of listening every night (I hardly slept ) i became hers, totally hers. She started to ask me for money which i gave to her. More files followed, more instructions, more pleasure, I was hopelessly under Her spell.

Did i mention I am married!

I sent a message to her saying that if my wife noticed the money leaving the bank all hell may break loose, she said "don't worry", and used a trigger to make me so aroused I had to trance again for relief.

I was feeling tortured, and I knew this was getting out of hand. I could feel the control she had changing the very person I was inside.

Someone that I had become friendly with online suggested that I speak to Isis, "Isis can help you. Trust her. She knows about this," he said.

As much as I wanted to, I couldn't contact Isis; The Hypnodommes control of my subconscious were stopping me from seeking help from Isis.

There was a voice in my head that I trusted, I needed help, and  I was trying to act. It felt like the hardest thing I ever had to do. I felt ripped apart, like two different people at odds with each other. One needing help and the other urging me on to contact the Hypnodomme and beg for more of  Her Control and Pleasure.

A part of me was overpowering My own will. I was being compelled to contact Her again !.

While i was struggling internally, something happened that seemed to break the "spell" for a moment, but Her pull was so strong I still could hardly think.

This hypnodomme kept trying to trigger me, and I was so confused.

Beginnings

What I am about to describe has evolved over the last 8 months.


I was looking for hypnosis files to improve my golf and stumbled across an erotic file by a hypnotist which was a freebie on youtube.
The descriptions were minimal, but I was intrigued by comments left by others who had listened to the file.
I couldn't believe what the file did to me! I was so aroused just listening to someone's voice. I was stunned!
Maybe I was submissive, given some of my past sexual history and given the effect the file I found had on me, I had to wonder.


I started to look on the Internet for others, and found loads of others by the same hypnotist, as well as others from another popular HypnoDomme.


Listening over and over to these files got me very sexually aroused, but it became addictive, very addictive. 


what I didn't realize at that time was the total effect that they would have on me.  


I had no idea the rabbit hole I was entering.